Dear stranger, it's J .
I've discovered the magnifiscent benefits to drugs and alcohol. Of course I've always been a fan of them, I've never fully enjoyed them to their potential i guess...
I have a psychotherapy appointment tomorrow morning, it was made a month ago. I was so far in the dumps, I had no care in the world, nothing mattered. I was so depressed, and had lots of stress and anxiety. I had tried so many things to make me feel better. I had cut, which I have many scars from now, I had bought self-help books, I tried everything. Nothing worked I still hated my self, and hated the world.
Then I started spiking my drinks whenever I could, and I bought some weed.
Of course I have had plenty of alcohol before, and had tried weed a couple times but never really been high... Anyways, I may not be doing as well in school, but for once I am happy. I've been a drink-spiking pothead for the past few weeks and it's been divine.
I don't need this appointment anymore, I feel fine. I just need fucking drug-money xP
P.S. If this doesn't make sense, I apoligize... I'm a little out-of-it.
