Thursday, January 29, 2009

Slippery Addiction (J)





Dear stranger, it's J .

I have an addiction. I don't believe it's too harmful, but I have been told otherwise. I guess it could be considered a drug, technically it is... But it just doesn't seem serious; caffeine.
I type this as I sit beside my sculpture of RedBull cans, it's getting pretty big... But I'm not worried.
How could something that tastes so good be bad?
I've sortof been living on RedBull, when I' m craving caffeine at school I'll resort to a cappucino.
I can't go very long without Redbull without having a bad headache from caffeine withdrawal now...
I'm definitely hooked, I overdose almost everyday and it barely affects me, I'm used to it. But when I go without it is when I start suffering.
I'm drinking one right now.
I'm not trying to quit it, because I don't think I could.
But the only thing that worries me is that I get hooked on things fast and bad.
I have a Very addictive personality, when I do something I go all the way. If I find something I like, I overdo it, I can't get enough. I have tons of little addictions.
There's a definite possibilty that I could have a truly harmful addiction in future.
Once is never enough.

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